I Miss Her—-So Much! I Toned This Title Down A Mite (Ever Try To Tone Down A Mite?–Exercise in Futility–Damn Slippery Bastards, Them Mites) A Thousand Apologies To Anyone I MAY HAVE Offended. I Just MISS My Sis. “Fuck Everything!!!! I do Not Give a shit! Read if you have a want. Don’t if You don’t. I don’t Care!

Yeah! I am bitter! Madelyn! Godamn Her! She Died On Me! She Was Always So Popular! The Phone Rang Off The Fucking Wall! The Calls Were Always For her! Never For Me! “Lance is an asshole! Talk to Madelyn—She is Nice”—Bullshit! She was Not Nice To Anyone But Me. In Her Heart. We Knew and Understood “The Game” But We Never Verbalized it; We Did Not Have To”

I miss her so much

I cannot write anymore on this right now.

I’ll get back to it.

My heart is still broken.

Some may ponder



I Love her so much

Here is the reason

For All Seasons

She Always Stood By Me

Through thick and Thin

She was My Athena,

Back then!

Goddamn Her!

For Leaving Me!




From the World

Even When I was in Iraq Protecting Her Way of Life,

As I Often Reminded Her—She Just laughed and said,

“You’re Protecting your ego! Asshole!”

She was always there for me

Constant as the Northern Star

Change the name from ‘Richard’ to ‘Madelyn’

Then You May Catch My Drift:

Fuck it!

This was The Joni I wished to share!

So There!

Constantly in the darkness?

Where’s that at?

If you want me, I’ll be in the bar.:

Joni is such a complicated / fascinating brilliant woman,

As was my Madelyn, my sister

My much loved and missed sister

Constant as the Northern Star

Goddamn I Miss her!


Lance & His B’Loved Sis:

I truly wish I had more pics, but I don’t–my misfortune, not yours.

The Untimely Loss of her… fuck it!

I have said it all before.

But I am sad.

This is My Sorrow

To Bear!

I cannot put it more succinctly than this:

I Miss Her!

I Fucking MISS HER!

She’s Not Here Any More!

Why NOT???!!!

Fuck You God!

You Took Her Away From Me!

You Asshole!

You Fucking Asshole!


My Dearest Sister!

Dears Sis,

I’ll NEVER Find Another You!

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