“I’d Give You The World if it Was Mine.”
(My Only True Regret in Life: I Never “Made” a Daughter)
I have wasted my life on booze, wanderlust & bull-shite!
Wasted my life…

Ethel, The Pirate’s Daughter sketched this ‘Self-portrait’ for me while we were enduring yet another long, boring, bullshit ‘help’ session at UBH Denton.
She would often lay her head on my shoulder and grasp my hand and we got in trouble over this, ’cause there is ‘no touching’ in Looney Tunes Hospital. (We always sat very close to each other—mainly because we were trying to fall in love).
Imagine me, falling for a Cambodian American Girl with a broken wing and a broken heart and a broken mind and a broken life.
And try to imagine her, falling for me.
Hard to imagine, but it happened.
In Denton.
In the Loony Hospital Bin
Circa Twenney twenny.
She was to me… Sade in tights.
(And such a delight)
(See poem below if you’d like to ‘read more about her.’)
Do The Walls come Down??
When You Think of Me?
Cred for Vid: I cannot Recall…. Screw it—I’ll Find it— sooner or gater
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Poem For “Ethel”–Fake Name–UBH: Interlude
SEPTEMBER 14, 2020 BY LAMARCOM
Black Hair
Black Eyes
Bright Smile
Great Thighs
Wily Words From Her Mouth
Gave No Pause
Left No Doubt
Words Delivered With Such Charm
Better Watch Out
You’ll Be Disarmed
Your Walls Came Crashing Down
Your Weapons On The Ground
She Was Standing There
(Laughing At My Folly)
Laughing Everywhere
You May As Well Surrender Right There
Taking Me Aside, She Said,
“I’ll Never Be Your Bride.
“But You Knew This All Along.”
She Left Me With A Song
And Made Me Smile Again
Then Left Me With a Fact:
“I Cheats At Black-Jack.”
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(Loved her even more after that)
This is a Brilliantly Done Video
Vid Credit: Sade (As if!)
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ADDED VALUE:
SADE!
I Wish!