A Thousand Apologies To Anyone I MAY HAVE Offended. I Just MISS My Sis. “F*ck Everything!!!! I do Not Give a shit! Read if you have a want. Don’t if You don’t. I don’t Care!
Madelyn,
Now You’re Not Here
Damn You!
Yeah! I am bitter! Madelyn! Godamn Her! She Died On Me! She Was Always So Popular! The Phone Rang Off The Fucking Wall! The Calls Were Always For her! Never For Me! “Lance is an asshole! Talk to Madelyn—She is Nice”—Bullshit! She was Not Nice To Anyone But Me. In Her Heart. We Knew and Understood “The Game” But We Never Verbalized it; We Did Not Have To”
I miss her so much
I cannot write anymore on this right now.
I’ll get back to it.
My heart is still broken.
Some may ponder
Wonder
Why
I Love her so much
Here is the reason
For All Seasons
She Always Stood By Me
Through thick and Thin
She was My Athena,
Back then!
Goddamn Her!
For Leaving Me!
She
shielded
Me
From the World
Even When I was in Iraq Protecting Her Way of Life,
As I Often Reminded Her—She Just laughed and said,
“You’re Protecting your ego! Asshole!”
She was always there for me
Constant as the Northern Star
Change the name from ‘Richard’ to ‘Madelyn’
Then You May Catch My Drift:
Fuck it!
This was The Joni I wished to share!
So There!
Constantly in the darkness?
Where’s that at?
If you want me, I’ll be in the bar.:
Joni is such a complicated / fascinating brilliant woman,
As was my Madelyn, my sister
My much loved and missed sister
Constant as the Northern Star
Goddamn I Miss her!
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How Do You Solve A Problem Like Madelyn?
You Can’t
Don’t Even Try
Lance & His B’Loved Sis
Sound of Music
I truly wish I had more pics, but I don’t–my misfortune, not yours.
The Untimely Loss of her… fuck it!
I have said it all before.
But I am sad.
This is My Sorrow
To Bear!
I cannot put it more succinctly than this:
I Miss Her!
I Fucking MISS HER!
She’s Not Here Any More!
Why NOT???!!!
Fuck You God!
You Took Her Away From Me!
You Asshole!
You Fucking Asshole!
Madelyn,
My Dearest Sister!
Dears Sis,
I’ll NEVER Find Another You!