I Just MISS My Sister. Fuck Everything! I do Not Give a Shit FOR Life Without Her in it to Talk To!
Read if you have want. Yeah! I am bitter! Madelyn! Godamn Her! I Did NOT Give Her My Permission To Die!
She Died On Me! She Was Always So Popular! The Phone Rang Off The Wall! The Call Was Always For her! Never For Me! “Lance is an asshole! Talk to Madelyn—She is Nice”—
Bullshit! She was Not Nice To Anyone But Me. In Her Heart. We Knew and Understood “The Game” But We Never Verbalized it; We Did Not Have To”
I miss her so much
I cannot write anymore on this right now.
I’ll get back to it.
My heart is still broken.
Some may ponder
Wonder
Why
I Love her so much
Here is the reason
For All Seasons
She Always Stood By Me
Through thick and Thin
She was My Athena,

She
shielded
Me
From the World
(Even When I was in Iraq)
She was always there for me
Constant as the Northern Star
Change the name from ‘Richard’ to ‘Madelyn’
Then You May Catch My Drift:
Fuck it!
This was The Joni I wished to share!
So There!
Constantly in the darkness?
Where’s that at?
If you want me, I’ll be in the bar.:
Joni is such a complicated / fascinating brilliant woman,
as was my Madelyn, my sister
My much loved and missed sis
Goddamn I Miss her!
****
Lance & His B’Loved Sis:

I truly wish I had more pics, but I don’t–my misfortune, not yours.
The Untimely Loss of her… fuck it!
I have said it all before.
But I am sad.
I cannot put it more succinctly than that
I Miss Her
Now You’re Not Here Bitch!
Sit Down, STFU, and Never Leave Me Again!
DFWSteve,
A Man Must Carry On
Album by Jerry Jeff Walker
Of course means something to me.
I once had this on vinyl.
DFWSteve,,
“am i anonymous?”
Whatever do you mean?
You’r NOT anonymous.
You are my Dear Friend.
And this makes you NOT anonymous
am i anonymous?
mine got old a while back. But “A Man Must Carry On”. Does that phrase carry a meaning to you?
My mind and my life is growing old.