“I’d Have to be Crazy.”
(I Am,Doncha know?)
My Mind? Still Searchin’ For it—Searchin’ For A rainbow—
Here A Moment a-go-go…Screw it! I am re-Posting This Because I am Still Missing My Sister and Wallowing In My Self-Pity “My TRUE Forever Sister
(Sorry Ann)
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Sisters:
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And WORDPRESS IS PISSING ME OFF!
CANNOT DELETE THE REDUNDANT POSTS IN THIS POST
“One Day, You’ll Be Cool”
—Said Madelyn to Lance
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I wanted to post this polished
(And slightly edited)
But, once again,
WordPress is being
STUPID!
So…
What you see
Is what you get!
I cannot edit the Goddamn thing!
I’ll come back to this if I find ‘sober.’
(Don’t set your watch–and do not hold your breath– may be a little minute or five)
Madelyn died a week ago.
I just found out today
(Not on speaking terms with my ‘Family—wonder why)
Had the un-happy news delivered to me in a fucking Facebook Post!
Imagine how I then proceeded to spin out of control!
I LOVED My Adopted Sister!
More than anyone could know.
(Especially HER!)
I never told her!
I should have!
And EVERY-FUCKING DAY!
Alas
I didn’t
EVER!
Fuck me!
Now she is dead.
And I cannot tell her how much I did truly love her.
Some snippets:
Madelyn & Me!
She ‘Maria’ to My ‘Cap’n Von Trapp’
“Sound of Music” HS Play: Circa 1974
(Script demanded we ‘kiss’—never did during rehearsals—but we ‘practiced’ at home.) Opening night, we kissed, not unlike two horny teens. It was painful. (For her. Not for me! I had been waiting for years to kiss her!)
Memories of my B’loved Sister Madelyn:
“My step-sister signed up for that too. She gots tons of LP’s. (Most sucked in my opinion). Then she could not pay the bill for the ones that kept coming. My Father had to bail her out, but that was OK: She was “Daddy’s Little Hippie Princess.” If I had pulled a stunt like that, I would have become an indentured servant for some years to pay it off.
(Do I sound bitter? Have issues?)
Naw.
Hahahah!
Cheers and Happy Friday to you my Friend.”
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I loved Madelyn. I really loved her!
And now she’s gone.
Forever.
For Fucking Ever!
There is NO God!
Madelyn & Me!
Memories of my B’loved Sister Madelyn:
“My step-sister signed up for that too.
She gots tons of LP’s. (Most sucked in my opinion). Then she could not pay the bill for the ones that kept coming.
My Father had to bail her out, but that was OK: She was “Daddy’s Little Hippie Princess.”
If I had pulled a stunt like that, I would have become an indentured servant for some years to pay it off.(Do I sound bitter? Have issues?)
Naw.Hahahah!Cheers and Happy Friday to you my Friend.”
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I loved Madelyn. I really loved her!And now she’s gone.
Forever.
For Fucking Ever!
There is NO God!
Not one that I could/would/care to recognize anyway.
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Fuck all This!
And fuck WordPress!
And FUCK WRITING!
“I’ll not write another line!”
Pass the fucking tea and sympathy!
For SHIT-Sure to be continued….
And …
“Toss me a cigarette; I think there’s one in my raincoat.”